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beauty in my eyes


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It sucks, loving someone so much, but its also amazing too. It just sucks when love fades, and someone feels like its not worth it anymore, like the person isn’t worth fighting for. You always tell one another how much you mean to one another, and when you do, you think they could never leave you. They would never want to. You look at each other, into each others eyes, and you believe them. You trust them. That theyll always be there, they write it to you, say it. then they’re gone. like that. the person who meant so much to you, the person who you talked to everyday about every single detail of your everyday, the person you share you deepest darkest secrets that no one knows, just them. the person you first talk to in the morning, and before you sleep. The person you miss dearly when you’re not near them, and just long for their presence because it makes you feel whole. They can just leave, and suddenly your left with those feelings, and you have to learn how to hide them away, and make them disappear, in the back of your heart and you have to learn how to love them, without actually loving them. Its probably one of the worst pains, its like if they’re dead. Never to be with you again, but whats worse is they’re actually still there. but you cant, you cant do anything. if you love someone, so much, show them. fight for them despite the doubts, do that everyday, hold on to them if they do mean so much to you, dont argue when it isnt worth it… life is too short, be happy, kiss till you cant anymore, hug and dont let go. love love love.



so yeah. just posting cuz i need it for my CS homework.

so yeah. just posting cuz i need it for my CS homework.



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I think I might be in love with you. But as your best friend I know who you love. And it will never be me.



Anonymous: what does pinkredmagenta mean? also do you make $ with your blog using peepspayerDOTcom?

it doesnt mean anything :) those are just the colors I like ;) and no I dont make $ or whatsoever, this blog is just for fun.



June 22

Ah, finally got my blogging groove back..somehow.

Anyway, today was pretty fun. 10 AM the Summer Freshmen were given loads of information about their major. I, being an awesome Biomedical Engineering major rising sophomore plus Public Relation Chair from BME Society, joined and helped out. Lauren was supposed to be there too but she went MIA :( so I had to print out the membership forms. First time I tried to print it in the BME building, Whitaker, but that was a total fail!! Gosh. First I don’t know how the heck to download the membership form from google doc (it was really weird). After that, apparently the printer is super retarded; it says that it’s offline and then when it finally starts to print, I have to open alternating trays every 2 pages printed. That was really, really hectic. I managed to print only 10 there, hoping that Lauren will show up when I came back. However, she didn’t, so I decided to print more out (there were almost 40 freshmen) in the Student Center. I kinda ran there (AND IT WAS REALLY HOT) and successfully print 30 pages. Yay!

When I came back, Harrison (Vice President BMES, another BMES representative) already gave the presentation, so it’s the part where we upperclassmen answer questions. I was apparently nervous to be up there on the panel of ‘upperclassmen’. I think I’m the youngest and I haven’t taken any major BME classes, yet. Anyway, finally we reached the part where we discuss together which classes to take for their first short summer here in Georgia Tech. And I was like, “DON’T TAKE CS!” I mean, I love CS, but one way or another I would prefer to learn it slowly because it’s not like memorization but it’s a language and it does take time to know your style of solving problems, etc. 

So yeah, that’s it. Oh, and I didn’t eat anything from that 10AM-1PM except one cookie. I then went to Sbux and got a Tall Green Tea Frap and Ham&Swiss sandwich. FYI, I always get either Grande or Venti for my frap, and seeing the tall one I was like, “WTF.” Hahahahaha, so freakin small. While chillin’ in Sbux I suddenly got into CS mode so I started the next HW and finished 1 :D Then I got stuck with the 2nd one :( so I’m reading papers (again). GOSH HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FREAKIN FINISH THESE PAPERS. 

Tonight should be awesome, gonna watch 3 movies back to back!! Oh yeahhhh.



My beautiful mommy. Miss her.

My beautiful mommy. Miss her.





I miss this desk so much; where I used to study all day in high school. Missing my home.

I miss this desk so much; where I used to study all day in high school. Missing my home.







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HAVING TO STUDY IN THE SUMMER

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I’m gonna cry with happiness if I wake up to this (of course…after I am married…and my husband does this)

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Bloom: 28,000 Potted Flowers Installed at the Massachusetts Mental Health Center. Installation by Anna Schuleit.



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